I've been having quite a few bad days lately. It seems that people have a severe lack of ethics and maturity. Coupled with my trust issues a week or so ago. This doesn't hold well for my belief that people are innately good. Instead, I see more and more people who are selfish, untrustworthy, and ultimately childish. Age definitely doesn't play a factor to this because apparently years of living their lives haven't shown them a thing. I think with age comes stubborness and just the outright inability to lower one's pride. Yes, I'm still on my high horse. But the biggest difference between myself and these people is that I know I can be proven wrong and I can admit mistakes. I can't say the same for these people.
With marauding superiors, issues left and right to boot, and all the dishonesty and plasticity, I just want to scream. But it's not like I can scream at the top of my lungs within the four walls of the office. So instead, I put on my headphones and listen to my iPod to alleviate the stress and frustration. This particular song that I listened to was a perfect shoe fit for my mood. In order to maintain composure and professionalism, I just let Jonathan Davis do all the screaming for me.
This song is from the band called Korn once again. I can't get enough of these guys. The lyrics are just so... so... so angry! LOL
Check out some make-shit video of the song that someone put together and uploaded on YouTube. I couldn't really find the actual music video of the song without the embedding feature disabled. So this will have to do. Prose of the song are below as always.
Right Now
by Korn
I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground
Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
My God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you
I fucking hate you (Shut up!)
I fucking hate you (Shut up!)
I fucking hate you (Shut up!)
I bought Korn's Greatest Hits Volume 1 album quite a number of years ago. The second disc happened to be a DVD of Korn's live performance at CBGB's in New York. I loved their set on that DVD. Below is a video of the song performanced live at that venue. I continue to love Jonathan Davis' mic stand. It seems to be standard issue for him in all his live performances.
The hatred and angst in this song. I love it. LOL!
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1 comment:
Full of hatred! This is what makes that world go round. 8-)
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