Sunday, March 16, 2008

Pathetic...

I don't exactly know whether this is a song or a poem or what not. I just started jotting down my thoughts and feelings the past 10 minutes. I just had to let it out. So here goes.

Pathetic
by Aldous Castro

You constantly tell me I'm someone that I'm not.
Even though I'm just being real.
If I am indeed doing what you say I do,
Then at least I would like to reap the benefits of it.
But sadly I don't,
Even if I tried.

I know I'm pathetic.
I know I'm worth nothing.
I don't need yet another person
To paint a picture of me that's worse.

I am less than nothing.
I try to be confident
And boast about my skills.
But when I get complimented,
I think they're all lies.
At least when I say something about someone,
It's genuine.

I know I'm pathetic.
I know I'm worth nothing.
I don't need yet another person
To paint a picture of me that's worse.

If I have done the same thing to other people,
Then I would like to apologize.
I only say those things for humor's sake.
Please whack me over the head,
If it is doing any harm.

I know I'm pathetic.
I know I'm worth nothing.
I don't need yet another person
To paint a picture of me that's worse.

I know I'm pathetic.
I know I'm worth nothing.
Please leave me to my insignificant existence.
And look for someone else to draw entertainment from.

I know I'm pathetic.
I know I'm worth nothing.
I don't need another person
To tell me I'm uglier than I am.

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